A Letter to God

Dear God,

First of all, I would like to thank you that you never let me be all by myself to self-destruct. You're always here for me and you never let me down. I know that I overreact to things like I magnify the problems that you let me experience but I really realy appreciate that you watch over me all the time.

This is a rather hard time for me and I just want to have peace and quiet in my life. I don't want to live with people I don't know who don't have the same interests as me, but as I am poor, I might as well cherish the opportunity since I don't have much of a choice right now. I don't wanna sulk, even though i'm tempted. I don't wanna 'coz it will be so ungrateful to you. With all that you do for me and all. At least one consolation is that I know what Liza must have felt now. You know, when she lived with me and Tek and she got really left out 'coz Tek and I are closer.

I still feel somewhat down but I feel that I'm slowly getting better and better. |I mean, just a few more days before Tek's finally home and we're gonna find a new place to live in. Can't wait. But the important thing is that I have to make that Marawi lady (whatever her name is) feel welcome and not hated. I hope i can give off that kind of vibe to her. I just have to remember that it's only a matter of time - a few days before I'm finally out of that house and Tek's home and we're gonna find a new place. I think I already said that. Just gotta keep on repeating it to myself. And I really pray to you God to please don't let us get into each other's nerves. Lord, are you testing my patience? "coz if you are, please help me with it 'coz I'm not that good and I'm not that patient. I hope we get to like each other Lord. I really do now. It's better than wishing or pretending she never existed, I think. Yeah, I think I can do this and please let this work out because I'm willing to make the best out of the situation.

Thank you and I love you. Thank you for the money...